There is almost too much going on with this story for me to be able to read and think about it all, especially when I have a more-than-full-time day job. Again, I place the blame for this havoc on the shoulders of Rolling Stone, which held a torch to a pile of kerosene-soaked kindling.
So I’m sure that I’m dropping the ball on a few things that I should be addressing. But let me try to address a few things regardless.
1) Even before a conservative blogger named someone who may or may not be Jackie—an appalling move, we can all agree—I had come to believe that Jackie is a subject and a person best left alone for a while. We will probably never know what, if anything, happened to her; her “truth,” to borrow a word usage from Liz Seccuro, has now become a matter of public debate. She could tell her truth 100 percent accurately tomorrow, and no matter what she said, half the country wouldn’t believe her.
That’s a shame—and so I find it increasingly hard not to be angry at Sabrina Rubin Erdely. If Jackie did indeed ask the writer to remove her from the article, as has been reported, and SRE told her that Jackie was going to be in it like it or not—that is a terrible cruelty.
I want to be cautious here, as Jackie is not a reliable source—it’s getting hard to know who said what to whom, when—and I want to be fair to SRE as well; only she and Jackie really know what happened in their conversations, and they may well have differing memories, different interpretations. Memory is a tricky thing.
But Sabrina Rubin Erdely, who hasn’t tweeted or made any other public announcement in days, isn’t inspiring confidence. (More on this later.)
In any case, Jackie is a young woman in the middle of a firestorm, and at this point reasonable people have to be concerned about her mental and physical health. That seems worth bearing in mind.
Buzzfeed, for example, has reported that a 2014 UVA graduate and former Phi Psi member who now lives in Boston has hired an attorney who specializes in sexual assault. (This may be a meaningful thing, or it may be nothing; Buzzfeed implies that it is a sinister thing.)
BuzzFeed reached out to a woman believed to be Jackie multiple times on Friday but did not receive a response.
Of course, they have to ask her for comment, if only because Buzzfeed is implying that this young man may have been involved in a sexual assault. (They reached out to him for comment as well.)
Still, this thing has become a media feeding frenzy, and that worries me. We all need to step back and take it down a notch. Of course we should search for the truth, but in a deliberate and cautious manner, remembering that there are real human beings involved, most of whom are young people.
2) Where is Sabrina Rubin Erdely?
So here’s another Stephen Glass story, which I share not in order to suggest a direct analogy, but because I can’t stop thinking about it.
In the aftermath of the revelations that Stephen was a literary forger, after he was fired from The New Republic, I had to try to find him; at George, we were trying to figure out what material he’d made up and what he hadn’t, and were hoping that he would at least now be honest about that.
I found him at his parents’ home in Chicago, and he came to the phone. I explained, nicely—which wasn’t easy, considering the situation—that I could use his help setting the record straight.
Stephen said that he couldn’t talk to me. He wasn’t doing very well, he explained. His parents were very worried about him. Somebody was with him 24 hours a day.
The implication, of course, was that Stephen was suicidal. In any event, he declined my request for help.
I certainly am not suggesting that SRE—who, strangely enough, worked on her college paper with Stephen Glass—is suicidal. I am saying that her going underground—no Facebook updates, no tweets, no media interviews, no statement through Rolling Stone—gives me a bad feeling. If it were my story and, even if it turned out to be wrong, I was confident in the character of my reporting, you can bet I’d be out there in public saying so. And in her absence, some are suggesting that Rubin Erdely’s other reporting should also be called into question.
In any case, Sabrina Rubin Erdely, more than anyone else in this story, has caused an enormous controversy and a huge amount of pain. She needs to address that, and quickly. The fact that she hasn’t only makes it worse. No matter what Rolling Stone or lawyers tell you, you can’t just do this to people and then disappear without a trace.
I wrote before about her article that “something doesn’t feel right to me,” a statement which has been quoted both admiringly and derisively.
But something doesn’t feel right to me now about Rubin Erdely’s disappearance. And that makes me wonder how many of the “inconsistencies” in Jackie’s story are the fault of Jackie, and how many are literary invention? I keep coming back to that statement attributed to Jackie’s friend “Randall,” the one who allegedly said that he wouldn’t talk to Rubin Erdely out of “loyalty to his frat.” It would be such an easy thing to scribble in your notes, and it feels so convenient; it fits so perfectly with the political agenda Rubin Erdely has admitted she brought to the story.
Incidentally, do you happen to know what Stephen Glass’ middle name is? “Randall.”
3) Anna Merlan further indulges her fondness for shit metaphors with another post on Jezebel today, during which she gets yet another thing about me wrong. (Among other mistakes, her prior post about me alleged that I was “mostly retired.” Oops.)
In a post titled “The UVA Mess is Now a Full-Fledged Shitstorm” (well, we can agree on that), Merlan writes,
I’ve gotten a lot of well-deserved criticism for a salty post I wrote defending Erdely from Reason’s Robby Soave and Worth’s Richard Bradley — formerly Richard Blow, before he changed his name during his own brush with bad publicity….
That’s the second time that Merlan has mentioned that I changed my name—she actually amended her original post to add that fact—and I think I know why: She’s trying to insinuate that I have some dark secret in my past that I’m trying to run away from, and that, consequently, I can’t be trusted. (Bloomberg’s C. Thompson has implied the same thing.)
So let’s just set the record straight.
Merlan says that I changed my name “during [my] own brush with controversy.” She is wrong in both her timetable and her attribution of motive.
I was embroiled in a controversy (that’s a whole other story) back in 2000, when I decided to write a book about my former boss, John F. Kennedy Jr., and again in 2002, when the book was published.
I changed my name in 2005—not exactly “during” a brush with controversy.
The reasons why I changed my name are personal and I don’t write about them easily—it was a very hard decision for my father, which made it a very hard decision for me—but it certainly wasn’t because I was afraid of controversy. Clearly, I am not afraid of controversy.
Also, you can find the cover of my first book on, you know, the first page of this blog. So I’m not exactly hiding from my past. I’m damn proud of that book. (You can buy it for a few bucks on Amazon, which I won’t see any of, but hey, you might like it.)
If there’s some reason for Merlan or anyone else to write about that part of my life, that’s fine. But I am bothered when it’s used as some sort of dubious insinuation to reflect poorly on my character or work, so it’s important for me to spend a few minutes debunking that.
I have tried to give Anna Merlan the benefit of the doubt. She’s not making it easy.
4) I have one final thought, which I may expand upon later but I want to put out there to get it into the dialogue.
Sabrina Rubin Erdely’s “overarching point,” to use her words, was the prevalence of rape culture at the University of Virginina and the university’s alleged indifference to it, as exemplified by the way it allegedly mishandled Jackie’s case.
We now have thousands of people around the country trying to figure out the truth of Jackie’s case—lawyers, reporters, friends, administrators, police. After all this scrutiny, we don’t seem any closer to the truth.
The fact of that uncertainty should make us think again about the challenges that UVA administrators, and university administrators in general, face in handling these matters, and the danger of reflexively thinking that they are hostile or uncaring because the matters are not resolved with a stark moral clarity.
The whole country is trying to figure out what happened to Jackie. Can we really blame UVA if it too tried—and failed?